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the playlist for the end of 2010

bebekdekil — Fri, 31 Dec 2010 15:05:07 +0000

sometimes, there are several songs that would be our anthem for one particular year…

this is just mine…..i’m sure that all of you have different songs in mind….

so…here’s my 2010 playlist

1. Love Will Fine You – Aditya

2. Adelaide Sky – Adithya Sofyan

3. When You Love Someone – Endah & Rhesa

4. Need You Now – Lady Antebellum

5. Sesaat Kau Hadir – Emil

6. Kisah Romantis – Glenn Fredly

7. Ketika Kau Menyapa – Marcell

8. You’ve Got The Love – Florence & The Machine

9. Say You Love Me – MYMP

10. I Don’t Know Why – Moony

11. Aku Harus Jujur – Kerispatih

12. Hasrat Cinta – Lala

another year is about to come to an end

bebekdekil — Fri, 31 Dec 2010 14:45:36 +0000

this is it..the last day of 2010, or should i say “the last few hours of 2010″…

it has been a tough year. as usual, many joyful moments & those shity ones

i don’t mind, it’s just how life is….ups and downs..

during the course of 2010, i’ve done so many things…

starting from competitions, singing at the “MAKRAB”, MCing, job hunting, etc…

i know that it probably sounds a bit tiring, but i had tons of fun…

but you know what…there’s always a bump…

i got my heart broken once again in 2010….by a man who i thought to be this amazing guy…

all i have left now are all the memories….i guess you know who you are, right??

my biggest regret of 2010 is….

not having the courage to tell that person how i feel about him….

i still think that i should, but how can i…

so….to end this beautiful year…

i wanna thanked everyone for being there for me…thank you for being such a great friend…

i’m really sorry to be such a drama queen…you guys are familiar with my random skreeching, crying, and yelling …..am really sorry for that…

and here’s a bit of my 2011 resolution:

1. finished my final assignment (BP)

2. graduate! a.s.a.p

3. get a job

4. travel!!!! i need a vacay…LOL

5. be healthy *NoMoreCiggies*

6. being able to tell that person how i feel *if i found the courage* LOL

7. found the ONE!!!! *is it the guy sitting next to me at PIM on one sat nite*

Well….wish me luck you guys…..*kisses*

Happy new year…may this new year will bring you joy, happiness & success…..

the last day

bebekdekil — Sun, 29 Aug 2010 07:48:07 +0000

it has been a long long time since my last post. things just been really chaotic lately. and couldn’t seem to find the time to write….

hmmm i guess nothing is new….been doing a lot of thinking lately, with no specific reason. i keep repeating the same old questions over and over again. and still i couldn’t find the answer. don’t know where to look for it either. maybe it’s true with the saying it’s better to let the mystery to stay as it is. but it’s also tempting to know, right??

so, what to do?? i guess i’m just gonna wait and see….nobody knows what the future will bring…but i’m sure it will be great

i think i’m gonna ***

bebekdekil — Sat, 07 Aug 2010 07:30:47 +0000

well…i don’t even know why i wrote that title….it’s a bit to hyperbolical for this saturday afternoon, because there are still so many things to do

the itinerary for today is study marketing research..i don’t know whether i will do it or not, but definitely will try. so, wish me luck for my exam on monday…..and yes, i’m opening up the slides right now!!!

actually the reason for the title is because i’m so darn tired…been getting home pretty late for the last 5 days. the thing is, i don’t eat properly and my body is about to crumble….don’t worry i try my best to survive….

as for the rest of the story…..i don’t know..so many things that i want to say, but i simply can not. normally i’m a very extrovert person..now, i’m holding back a bit for some reason. so, what should i do next??? arrgghhhh i keep coming back to the same old question……ok, enough with all this venting and i’m going to start my marketing research thingy

sorry for all the blabbering *bleh*

Rollercoaster….

bebekdekil — Sat, 31 Jul 2010 16:04:15 +0000

roller coaster?? a theme park ride, fast, up and down, some found it fun but others just don’t seem to like it. so, what does it have to do with anything? well, i guess lots. sometimes in life we would experience this roller coaster thing. for me, i conclude that it’s because that everybody will have their low days once in a while. now, it’s just a matter of when to bounce back.

such roller coaster can’t be avoid. although it can be suppressed. the cause can be lots of things, but when you’re experiencing it…it will definitely show. i would say that the effect will be scale (in a matter of the 3S effect). then…how to bounce back?? it will depend on the way each person deals with things. things meaning both the good & bad times in life. unfortunately, there are no exact answers.

i always considered the best way to bounce back is by remembering & being grateful for all the good times. for some people maybe that is just not enough. how to make it enough?? the answer is simple…look at the future and stop thinking about the past. let go off things!!! move on!!! i know that everything is easier said than done. but, guess what….we all can cope this kind of situation. be strong!!

“When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.” and…. “Don’t be discouraged. It’s often the last key in the bunch that opens the lock”

playlist for this week

bebekdekil — Sat, 31 Jul 2010 15:38:41 +0000

hmmm…what have i been up to lately?? well basically trying to wrap up all of my 3rd trimester assignments. been staying in campus until late at night with a bunch of my friends. doing assignments, getting respondents for the marketing research’s questionnaires, taking pictures, making slides, and getting crazyyy!!!! so, what helped in getting through the week??? just a simple answer…listening to music….and the following is my playlist for the last week of July 2010…

1. So Special: Oka Ft. Sabria

2. I Think I: Byul

3. The Mess I Made: Parachute

4. Crush: Jennifer Paige

5. There’s Nothing Like This: Omar

6. Still A Friend Of Mine: Incognito

7. Seven Days In Sunny June: Jamiroquai

8. Tentang Kita: Julian Cely

9. Superwoman: Karyn White

10. I Love Your Smile: Shanice

11. Buktikan: Dewi Sandra

12. I’ll Never Fall In Love Again: Dionne Warwick

13. Insomnia: Craig David

14. Sesaat Kau Hadir: Emil

15: Hasrat Cinta: Lala Karmela

16. Ketika Kau Menyapa: Marcell

hmmm….

bebekdekil — Thu, 15 Jul 2010 02:39:38 +0000

is it possible? that is the question i’ve been asking myself a lot lately. it’s not only about one thing, but a bunch of things. i know that everything is possible, but how to achieve it. HOW is always a hard thing to answer. why?? simply because all plans are made to be perfect, but in practice it is not that easy.

so, what should i do to make it possible? i got this advice from one of my lecturers. if we want something badly, we should have a positive mindset. we have to believe that it will happen then it will happened. i guess mindset do have a big effect in everything that we do. for example, when we are sure that we can’t do an exam, most likely we are unable to do so because we stop trying or at least not that hard.

what else could be done? simply BELIEVE!!!! is it possible? YES, OF COURSE, WHY WON’T IT? hahaha unfortunately everything is easier said than done. don’t get me wrong, but in order to achieve something we also need to consider our capabilities, and some other external factors. and there is also a bigger force. if we try and fail, don’t ever give up. all people will probably experience failure once in a while, but they all succeed greater after those failure…..

Randoms :)

bebekdekil — Sun, 04 Jul 2010 13:09:13 +0000

Hmmm kinda tired this weekend but also don’t feel like it to hibernate at home. So i decided to have a cup of coffee.

Have been coming to this coffee shop for a few times..and it never fail me. Good coffee, homey establishment and most important AFFORDABLE.

Where is it?? Coffee&co wijaya

Gloomy yet Sunny Day

bebekdekil — Sun, 04 Jul 2010 09:13:32 +0000

people will have their own perception about others. it’s not the same thing as judging someone to one stereotype. because normally judging is implying to something bad. unfortunately, perception could also lead to something bad as well. but there’s a way to bend it into something good. just get to know others better.

sometimes a person can look so cheerful when they’re broken inside. or someone could seem absolutely tough even though they’re vulnerable. the way people look at things will create an illusion about how people think about them. it’s ok, but never hide the true you. get people know the real you. never change for all the wrong reasons, but we surely can adapt to every situations.

nowadays, it’s harder to be true to ourselves. there are so many people that are trying to be someone else. it confuses me, because people should be friends or be with others for who they are. never think less of you, because we are all different with something great inside.

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L.O.C.A

bebekdekil — Sun, 04 Jul 2010 05:19:57 +0000

what could we do when we’re on the edge? it’s a hard question to answer.

i found myself in a crossroad and can’t decide what to do. the most difficult part is the choices i have. option 1: keep trying, option 2: stop. so, which one is better? this happened quiet a few times already, and normally i would get the answer in a blink of an eye. but for some reasons, i couldn’t seem to get the answer.

so…where to look??? so many advice, so many pep talks. but i couldn’t decide which one is the best one for me. what to do?

i guess for now, i’m just going to stand at the crossroad and look on each path. hopefully when the right time comes, i will find my answer & it’s all for the best

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